For the week of June 20, 2026 / 5 Tammuz 5786

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Korach
Torah: B’midbar/Numbers 16:1 – 18:32
Haftarah: 2 Shmuel/2 Samuel 11:14 – 12:22

David said to Nathan, “I have sinned against the LORD.” And Nathan said to David, “The LORD also has put away your sin; you shall not die. Nevertheless, because by this deed you have utterly scorned the LORD, the child who is born to you shall die” (2 Shmuel/ 2 Samuel 12:13-14)

The biblical story of David and Bathsheba is one of the most troubling, grievous, complex, and profound in the entire Bible. Within the overall biblical narrative, David plays a central role. No one else in Scripture is described as a man after God’s own heart (see 1 Shmuel/1 Samuel 13:14). It is David who is established as God’s model king, with whom other kings are compared. It is he who is the eternal reflection of the Messiah, known as “Ben David,” the son of David. It is his songs that serve as the core examples of godly prayer and worship for literally billions of people from his time until today.

And yet, it is this same man who takes advantage of his royal position to sexually violate a woman, resulting in pregnancy. Then, following his failed attempt to cover up the affair, he directs his general to create a situation whereby the husband, a most loyal member of David’s army, is placed in an extremely vulnerable situation, making his death in battle inevitable.

People seem to like to try to figure out the various factors that led to all this, including why David was hanging out in his palace at that time. Why was Bathsheba exposed like she was? But these questions miss the main point: what David did was horrible, which is why he was confronted by God through the prophet Natan/Nathan.

What happens next is astounding, given the abundance of immorality and deception that preceded it. David confesses his wrongdoing without qualification, saying to Natan: “I have sinned against the Lord.” But even more astounding is Natan’s response to David’s confession: “The Lord also has put away your sin”. I would suspect that people familiar with the Bible are very aware that the God of Israel is a forgiving God. Did he not reveal himself to Moses, saying he is a God, “forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin” (Shemot/Exodus 34:7)? We must not miss the depth of such undeserved love that is available not only to David, but to us, by our Creator, the Master of the Universe.

Now, I know that a lot of biblically literate folks have the forgiveness thing down pat, not that we don’t need regular reminders or could ever plunge the depths of such a remarkable act of grace on God’s part.

At the same time, I wonder whether our understanding of God’s amazing forgiveness is missing something. Check out what Natan says next. In Hebrew, the very strong contrastive word “efes” is used, which is difficult to fully convey in English. It marks a very hard line between what is said before and what comes after, which explains why, among a great variety of English versions, two common translations are “nevertheless” and “however.” While both capture a sense of a change of direction in what is being said, they lack the sharpness of simply saying, as many translations do, “but.”

God forgives you, but? Does that bother you? Does that go against your certainty that faith in Yeshua completely obliterates in every way anything and everything you have ever done wrong? Do you think that faith in Yeshua provides you with the ultimate “get out of jail free card”? If so, you don’t understand biblically based forgiveness. You are actually missing the profound depth of God’s forgiveness as reflected in this story.

Biblical forgiveness is about establishing and maintaining a right relationship with God. For about a year, David was out of sorts with God, but once he confessed his wrong, he was forgiven. But God’s forgiveness doesn’t necessarily annul the consequences of our wrongs. Fines must be paid; restitution must be made; time must be served. Thankfully, God’s mercy may reduce the severity of the consequences but not necessarily annul them as it was in David’s case.

Tragically, we often confuse personal forgiveness with societal justice. If I wrong someone, it’s wonderful to maintain a good relationship by being personally forgiven by them, but that doesn’t get us off the hook for whatever we may be liable for due to our misdeeds. It’s the same with God. Because of all that Yeshua has done, we can be assured of his forgiveness, but there still may be consequences to deal with.

I know a person to whom someone confided that he had committed several acts of child abuse. After helping the confidant find forgiveness in God for his heinous acts, he lovingly walked him over to the police station to turn himself in.

“God forgives you, but” isn’t a way to say that God doesn’t really forgive you, but rather that God’s forgiveness is just the beginning of discovering the fullness of restoration God desires for us all.

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For the week of June 13, 2026 / 28 Sivan 5786

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Shela Lekha
Torah: B’midbar / Numbers 13:1 – 15:41
Haftarah: Joshua 2:1-24
Originally posted the week of July 1, 2000/28 Sivan 5760 (updated)

Why is the LORD bringing us into this land, to fall by the sword? Our wives and our little ones will become a prey. Would it not be better for us to go back to Egypt?” (B’midbar/Numbers 14:3)

Is it possible to believe in God and yet not really believe in him? That’s exactly what it was like for the vast majority of the people of Israel who came out of Egypt. These people had seen God act and heard him speak. Whether or not God existed and whether he was involved in their lives was not an issue for them. What they had difficulty with was whether he could do what he said he would do.

The same God who delivered the people from bondage in Egypt also planned to bring them into the Promised Land. But when the people heard the report of those who went ahead to scout out the Land, they lost heart. Ten out of the twelve scouts said, regarding the Land’s inhabitants: “We are not able to go up against the people, for they are stronger than we are” (B’midbar/Numbers 13:31). The people responded as follows:

And all the people of Israel grumbled against Moses and Aaron. The whole congregation said to them, “Would that we had died in the land of Egypt! Or would that we had died in this wilderness! Why is the LORD bringing us into this land, to fall by the sword? Our wives and our little ones will become a prey. Would it not be better for us to go back to Egypt?” And they said to one another, “Let us choose a leader and go back to Egypt.” (B’midbar/Numbers 14:2-4).

Notice they didn’t doubt that God had brought them thus far. What they feared was that he could not take them any further. This just goes to show that experiencing the reality of God does not ensure that we will have faith. These people had experienced God far more than most of us ever will. Yet they couldn’t trust him for their current circumstances.

We see in this story that faith in God is not just about believing in his existence. These people may have accepted the concepts of the reality of God, that he is the Creator, and that he interacts with our lives. It looks like they even believed that he was in control of the situation. We can surmise this from their statement: “Why is the LORD bringing us into this land, to fall by the sword?” Moses later quotes them as saying, “Because the LORD hated us he has brought us out of the land of Egypt, to give us into the hand of the Amorites, to destroy us.” (D’varim/Deuteronomy 1:27). It appears that they thought that God was doing this to them out of spite or something. So we see that even though they believed in God, what they believed about God was all messed up.

I wonder how many of us have a belief in God that is messed up. Or there may be aspects of our faith that are messed up.

What was it that warped their view of God? It appears that what led them to begin thinking of God in the wrong terms was their overwhelming sense of the great opposition they faced. The scouts’ bad report was mostly true. Naturally speaking, the people of Israel had no chance of taking the Land. They couldn’t do it without supernatural assistance. But instead of focusing on God and who he really is, they were fixated on the difficult circumstances they faced.

Caleb and Joshua, who alone trusted God in spite of these circumstances, did so because what they knew of God was derived from God himself and not from the obstacles. It was not that they were out of touch with reality; they were just not going to allow anything to contradict what they already knew of God.

I suggest we take a good look at how we have allowed circumstances to shape our understanding of God rather than knowing him for who he really is.

Scriptures taken from the English Standard Version

For the week of June 6, 2026 / 21 Sivan 5786

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B’ha‘alotkha
Torah: B’midbar/Numbers 8:1 – 12:16
Haftarah: Zechariah 2:14 – 4:7 (English 2:10 – 4:7)
Originally posted the week of June 22, 2019 / 19 Sivan 5779 (Updated)

If you will treat me like this, kill me at once, if I find favor in your sight, that I may not see my wretchedness. (B’midbar/Numbers 11:15)

Some time ago, I was chatting with a waitress at a restaurant about some weaknesses in the overall service there. It was exactly what I had read in an online review and thought she should know. She wholeheartedly agreed with me, but felt she could do little about it since she was new at her job. So, I suggested she pray. She looked at me funny for a moment. So I repeated myself, having no idea what she thought of the subject. I told her that praying was simply talking to God and that not only does he have infinite resources at his disposal, he is also generous. She made it clear to me that I gave her something to think about.

As believers in Yeshua, we know this (though I imagine some may want to discuss the theology of prayer and whether it is appropriate to describe prayer as I did to this stranger). Be that as it may, what I shared with her included an essential dynamic. I offered no formulas, and I didn’t tell her exactly what to say. I also gave no guarantee as to what God’s answer might be. All I did was encourage her to start the conversation. The conversation would be on a particular topic, in this case, helping her resolve a need she could not resolve on her own. Since right at the beginning I defined prayer as talking to God, the conversation had to start with her personally and purposely talking to him. There’s so much more we can say about prayer, of course, but without this dynamic, I don’t know if much of what we call prayer is actually prayer at all.

Moses knew how to pray. That he did is vividly illustrated in the brief verse I quoted from this week’s parsha (Torah reading portion). Moses found himself being a waiter extreme. The whole nation of Israel whined like children for food. He had seen God do so much, yet the pressure of the people’s demands had completely overwhelmed him. He was done, and he told God so in no uncertain terms. Talk about a prayer from the heart! Moses held nothing back and told God exactly what he thought and how he felt. Thankfully, however, answered prayer isn’t always about getting all the items on our list. It’s about God meaningfully engaging us in response to our requests and desires.

I don’t know about you, but the best way I can describe some of my prayers is muddled. Even though I set aside some time each day to pray, am I really praying? To be honest, it’s not too unusual for me to do some sort of combination of wondering, thinking, wishing, and muttering. I’ll catch myself daydreaming about who knows what before I realize what I am doing. At that point, I try to focus and really pray, which sometimes I do. When I do, it’s as if I shift from muddled to clear. I know who I am talking to and what I am trying to say.

This is why I remind myself what I encourage others to do: pray out loud. While I cannot discount all silent prayer, there is very little Scriptural basis for it. Even if there were, attempting to project thoughts to God from our heads is very difficult, if not impossible. How do we differentiate thinking from praying when attempting silent communication? Praying out loud reminds us that we are truly speaking to another being who is not us.

Many years ago, when I was in Bible college. I had a roommate from Africa. He would wake up before me and have a time with the Lord at his desk. I would hear him whispering in prayer. I thought he really believes he is talking to someone! That encouraged me to do the same.

Realizing we are truly talking to God makes all the difference. And that’s just the beginning. Unless we intentionally do so, then whatever else we may be doing, we are not praying. Why not start right now?

Scriptures taken from the English Standard Version